Whew! I just got done folding the laundry, and tidying up our bedroom. I am very tired.
I just looked to see how many page views I had today, and, lo, I had 1 pageview! Woo whooo!! I have a faithful follower from Brazil. Or maybe, it was I who viewed my own page this afternoon. In Homer Simpson's words (of frustration and failure) "duhhhhhh!". Hahahah It helps to laugh at oneself.
Anyway, I was caught thinking about how I would react if I found out that my dad died. I honestly believe that I would have to get a grip of myself and not allow myself to beat myself up for not being in touch with him. I've done all humanely possible to keep a relationship with him. But, he succeeded in pushing me away to show off to yet another one of his whores. I am almost 30. I really don't need to put up with no tramp.
Baba seems to be getting better, though his chest still sounds bad. He's been in good spirits, and that makes me hopeful, content, happy. I love my son and my husband. Being around them lifts my soul up. I love having breakfast with Daddy and Zaao. Speaking of Zaao, I still miss Mamae, and my brother badly. It is hard to talk to them on the phone. I don't want to tire them out. I am so glad my sister enjoys talking to me. That helps me not to feel bad about being so far away from her. I love that girl.
Well, what else is new? Baba's birthday party is coming up. His Nana will have it at her house. Her house is a lovely place, specially her gardens. I do miss her. I am looking forward to seeing her soon. But first Johnny and I need to get all better. We musn't infect Nana.
I guess this is it for tonight. No pictures, no videos. I am very tired.
Oh! I can't wait to start exercising again. I am working on my push-ups. I had been doing modified ones for the past year. But I am working myself up to do them the regular way. One thing I do seek: to be disciplined spiritually, mentally, and physically.
About Me
- Troth Aude
- I have created this space to share whatever comes to my mind. In school, there was such an emphasis on writing, and even blogging. I take this will be a place for me to rant, vent, teach, to love and to be loved, to hate and to be hated. Furthermore, it will help me to cope with the emptiness that comes from living away from my family. I am a foreigner married to an American. We love each other and are committed to our little family. I plan to blog at least twice a week, and I hope folks will be interested in what I have to share. I think a blog is a place where people who are like minded can meet and mingle, and keep their distance at the same time. I am usually thinking of God, family, fitness, eating healthily, and being a good friend. I think my posts will be worthwhile. Well, follow me, and get to know my mind, and my world.
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